I quit dvas too.

Never thought this would ever happen. But i'm going to leave the clan.
Why?
I've been/are inactive, because i've been depressed and did a terrible thing 4 weeks ago. And don't have the motivation to be in this clan anymore. Gotta focus on not dying. And for the people who think suicide is (fag?). Just no.   

I hope you all have a great time!

Wow, a lot of questions pop up reading this.
I just want to tell u that u don't have to leave DVAS because ur having a hard time. On the contrary, u still have friends here, if u need someone to talk we are here for u panic. Stay strong and push yourself forwards.
I'd rather see u go afk for a while and in a few months welcome back the fun cheery guy as i knew u.
Reconsider ur decision one more time is what i ask, respect it is what i will do
Strength to u my friend

Myth34

You always are a cheerful son of a bitch <3I dont have motivation to be in this clan but yet I stay because this is a great community. You saying I hope you all have a great time. dont hope for us. Hope for yourself. Fuck depression. Kick that shit in the teethe & go & have some fucking fun. Promise me this though. Dont do any self harm shit. Thats not what you want to be doing right now. Go spend time with your family/friends. Just go enjoy life to the fullest. If that means leaving DVAS then by all means leave. Think how your family would feel before you do anything. Think of them first. Fuck all you if you think this is cruel/uncalled for. But lets be serious panic. This shit isnt cod4. No respawning.

heatedHD wrote:

You always are a cheerful son of a bitch <3I dont have motivation to be in this clan but yet I stay because this is a great community. You saying I hope you all have a great time. dont hope for us. Hope for yourself. Fuck depression. Kick that shit in the teethe & go & have some fucking fun. Promise me this though. Dont do any self harm shit. Thats not what you want to be doing right now. Go spend time with your family/friends. Just go enjoy life to the fullest. If that means leaving DVAS then by all means leave. Think how your family would feel before you do anything. Think of them first. Fuck all you if you think this is cruel/uncalled for. But lets be serious panic. This shit isnt cod4. No respawning.

teeth*

On a more serious note Panic, I'm not deleting you as a member. You'll still be welcome back here as a member and I hope you get over this soon.  Just keep in mind that many people get this way (not the suicide part, the depresses part(edited because SOMEONE KEPT REPEATING IT TO ME), it's not the end and it will get better in time.  Just be a tank and don't let it get to you!

Take care man and hope to see you on the battlefield soon.

You can PM me any time you like with any questions or if you're having trouble with anything.

Oh man.. it's really sad to see you leave, anyways, good luck,and please don't commit suicide, we all care, and i don't want to lose a friend like you.
I have the same feelings, about suicide,And i can talk to you and help if you want, Best of luck mate.

so sad panic  u were and will be a friend of me stay hard man it will pass by time
lovs hedgy

Panic, plz dont go for the depression option, pull urself together and fuck it up the asshole. the worst thing that can happen is for sadness to over come you!

Your profile picture brought disrepute to us anyway.

I fucking hate you ryan

To be honest mate, it's not worth it. Take it from my experience pal, you're better off just taking that well needed time-out.

Come back when you're ready. Even if it takes years, we're all travelling on the same journey, it's just that we're taking different directions. These problems are nothing you can't handle, you might not see it that way now, but one day, when you look back, you'll wonder why it even crossed your mind.

Good luck with everything.

Josh.

Josh with the deep words. But yeah, I agree with some of what Josh says. I know how this feels in a way. As some of you recall, at a certain time, I get "Depressed". Usually happens late fall early winter for me. You should just chill out. One thing you should do is try to maintain good grades in school as that will help you in the long run. Do as much as you can to be happy and don't let things get to you easily. Also, talk about things. Don't just keep it all bundled up. Good luck and if you need to talk, xfire me.

Alright, i'm going to talk with a (specialist?) next week. School is going baaaad, i've bought a rope that i have in school,yeah..... This depression is making me just want to die.

About the clan, i wont leave if i can. But i wont play for a while ;S

Thanks everybody for the supporting!

Oh, my little panic, don't let the school make you depressed! You know I'm always here for you so don't hesitate if you anna talk ^^ xx

panic u can do this u will get over it, i had some problems with school as well it will all end good if u just don't give up, believe me!!

You better be using that rope to tie some massive fucking shoes or I'll kick your ass... >_>

Panic, trust me, Suicide doesn't end the chances of things getting worse, it doesn't allow everything to get better.Just study hard,don't give up!

We all know he is using the rope to keep his third leg in his pants guys. lets not kid around here